So...i have been fighting it for a long time..but I think I am going to go to a counselor. I have talked to my friend Jenn about this multiple times and as much as it sucks and i wish i didn't have to...i feel as though now is the time that I need to figure things out in my life...I don't want to be stuck in self injury and i don't want to be stuck living a scared life filled with ....nervous...hatred of it..so I am excited to see this go forward if it can...and I really do want help...my friend doesn't think that I do and its hard because out of all the things in my life I really want to be closer to the Lord, I want to be more like the Lord then anything and it really sucks when I am being told I don't...
So I emailed a NANC certified guy, and we shall see what happens. it's a long shot of course because I...don't live in Vermont, and I would probably never have a ride to vermont but...i know He is the only NANC certified person even a little close to me..so I am not sure what else to do about it..in my church they dont know what to do, so why even...*Shrugs* ugh anyway ...im re thinking a lot of things lately and thats hard to say but I am so we will see what happens ...
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